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Concessionaire

I quit one of my jobs last night. I was working concessions at a cultural institution here in Cleveland. I had a feeling that this job might be kind of rediculous when I had to be interviewed. INTERVIEWED! By not one, but two people. They asked me the usual questions one might ask for a real job, why I want to work there, what might I bring to the job. I gave some schpeil about wanting to challenging myself and excited to work for a cultural institution where it may turn out to be pretty interesting. Then they made me take a test to see if I can do math.

Interesting it was. The first day I was there, a girl, younger than me, and still very new herself, trained me. But since the job consists of salting and warming pretzels and running a register, I had no problems. I was surprised to learn that at the end of the day, they count our product and our money and our money has to match the report-or we have to pay them. Then they check the count of our product and if the count doesn’t match the report-we have to pay them. Now I was already disappointed in my lack of tips. I wasn’t selling beer and mixed drinks-the impression I had from my interview and test. I was just selling pop, candy, and pretzels and who tips for these things?! But I quickly learned that what little tips I was making was being taken from me. Nothing is more disheartening then working hard for someone, earning them over $1000 over the day, getting paid minimum wage, then having them turn to you and tell you you owe them 50 cents or $3. Seriously?

The next day I’m on the phone with my brother and I bitch about the counting and paying. He informs me that that is a pretty common practice. “That’s exactly what Kevin does.” A owner of a concession business and a friend of the family.

Later, I’m on the phone with my mom and I’m bitching to her. She tells me about the time she worked in a bank and she was off by one cent and she had to stay until until she could account for that penny. My response: What happened to the penny?

My second day there, I was supposed to continue being trained. However, they were down a person and I was thrown into the fire. I was given the stand that is responsible for making coffee. The three stands sell cups and there is a communal coffee station. So second day there, still trying to figure out what is going on and where everything goes, and make coffee and I have a manager not helping me but standing and barking orders to me “you need to put your money in the bank right away, you need to put pretzels on right away, you are responsible for coffee.” Finally, one of the assistants feels bad for me and jumps in and finishes making the pretzels for me and shows me how butter and salt them super-fast. Running my own stand also means running the register-having never used their register. I did good! I almost messed up a credit card transaction but caught myself and told the manager standing by.

Manager: “What did you do?”

Me: “I forgot to press the Credit Card Authorize Button.”

Manager: “Why did you do that?”

Me: “Because I, um, forgot.”

It was my second credit card transaction and I’m still figuring out the system. The mistake was easily and quickly fixed, but that exchange was just silly.

At the end of that day, I only owed them 50 cents.

Second Week:

I’m working a Friday Night and I’m partnered with this girl, she seems kinda ghetto and doesn’t seem to like me. Thoughout the evening I notice I’m bringing in the most of the tips, because I’m actually talking to the customers and saying things like Thank You.

We cash out and we are $5 off so we don’t get our credit card tips. Also, the manager turns to the other girl and said she didn’t charge for a pretzel so she (just her, not we) owns $3. She throws a fit and throws the money down. I don’t know what’s going on and mention it could be my fault since I’m new and I offer to give her $1.50. She refuses and mumbles something about it’s because she’s black. Then she storms out.

I’m back the next day to work a double. (My manager was surprised I returned.) Same stand, different partner, this girl is cuter, friendlier and knows how to work the customers. We rake in the tips. We worked twice the time and we were off a quarter. I then realize the previous night’s issue wasn’t because the girl was black, it was because she is bad at her job. I consider asking the managers not to put me with her ever again-not because of what happened, but because I make less money when I work with her.

Last night I’m partnered with this older lady and I felt sorta guilty that I was leaving so I offer to do things like make and carry the big coffee canisters upstairs and I offer to stay and clean the stand if she wanted to leave and get in line to be counted out. At one point in the evening I told her that it was my last night. There is a pause while we are putting out our candy. “This isn’t what you expected is it?” I said no. Then we go on to bitch about how we are treated. I ask her how long she’s been working there. She says 2 years. I ask her why she doesn’t try to be a bartender. You have to be there for six months before you can get promoted to bartender. But they have it made: They only count cups, they show up later and leave earlier and they make way more tips. She said she used to do that and she thinks she just has to formally request that job up in HR. I hope she does.

So last night, after working my last shift, after being counted out, being off $4, going down to the warehouse to recount our bin and in the end still being off $1.25. I told them I’m quitting, they were genuinely sad to see me go. I told them it’s because I took a server position where I will make more money, which is true. But really it was a disheartening job. You work hard for what little tips you get-only to have it taken away from you. You get bossed around by people who know less about what’s going on.

I will miss some of my co-workers, with some exception, they were the nicest and the craziest group of people I’ve ever worked with.

Multimedia Portfolio

I dropped off the face of the earth the past couple of weeks because I’ve been busy working (3 jobs) and finishing up my multimedia portfolio for grad school.

This portfolio LOOKS pretty sweet and is interactive. I created it in flash and learned some actionscript to make it work. CREATING the portfolio sucked. I would spend an entire day at Pheonix working on it-straight almost 7 hours designing and looking up code. No emailing, no blogging, no surfing. Okay, maybe a little twittering. I was the girl with the messed-up hair from holding her head too many times with the computer open, my actionscript cookbook open, my notebook open and Adobe.com and lynda.com open in my browser. I took a class on Flash and it was mostly about designing and animating things in flash and very little actionscript. But what I did learn from the class was to search for code and tutorials online. In my searches, I ran across some gems:

The first being Adobe’s site itself. They have tutorials, an actionscript dictionary, videos and they just launched a cookbook for actionscript. They really have an amazing and very helpful resource.

I knew about lynda.com before this project, but I used it for this project as well. I learned how to load a swf into another swf and have them communicate with each other. I’ve learned a lot of my photoshop and illustrator skills from this site. Fortunately both my jobs have subscriptions that I can utilize. I’m also a fan of their creative documentaries, they have one on the designer behind Tokidoki!

But I also learned about visual-blast.com. Where they post about all kinds of resources for photographers and designers. I found a flash photo gallery that I used, but when it wasn’t working with my project, I scrapped it to create my own photo gallery that worked the same way. (Here, I learned how to make a movie play backwards with code). Also, I found links for free illustrator artwork. I downloaded some to use in the navigation for my interactive.

I also found WIX. A site where you can create a flash website-for free! I didn’t use this because I already have a flash site and this didn’t offer what I needed for my interactive. But I may use this when I create my brother’s site.

I also found an Actionscript iphone app. It is really just a dictionary of Actionscript terms, but still a helpful resource when you are at work and obsessing about a project and feel the need to do some research. Your co-workers will just think you are texting.

This was the most intense, mentally challenging project I’ve ever taken on. After the marathon at Phoenix I was exhausted. I couldn’t think anymore. I even told Ted that I never thought so hard in my life.

Fortunately my friends have been totally supportive. Me to Ted: “I can hang out, but can we have a working date?”  Plus, he gave me helpful feedback on how I can make it look a little bit better.

Kristin to me: “I read your post on Twitter (about not being available to hang out last week), I hear ya’. Let’s hang out next week.”

Most importantly, Wendy let me borrow some software so I didn’t have to drop $400 just to finish my portfolio!

Finally, Mike, my new favorite guy at my favorite coffee shop plays the best music that could be played in a coffee shop. Part of my being able to work for an extended period of time is the music I am working to. At Phoenix, I am lucky to hear an eclectic mix of Hot Chip, Neutral Milk Hotel, Simon and Garfunkel, Bob Dylan, Feist, The Strokes, and New Pornographers. All music that I completely enjoy and keeps me dancing in my seat while I work.

At the end of the day, I have a portfolio that I am proud of, that is the sexiest thing I’ve ever made. And even if I don’t get into the school of my dreams, I know I can make a bad-ass flash interactive.

Photo in the Media

One of my photos appears in Indiana University’s site. Check it out.

I think I shot the photo in this article about a year ago… It’s figure 2.

One of my photos was included in a blurb about the All You Can Eat Event! Check it out here, look for BizTech NEWS.

Saturday 11/14

I spent the morning catching up with a Paleo-friend. We went to the West Side Market, Civilization, and finally, Music Saves. We caught up on what we’ve been doing and mutual friends. It was nice to spend a relaxing morning with a friend. Later, I caught up with Ted and biked down to Edgewater Park with some friends.

Later, he made cassoulet, complete with duck legs and quail. We watched Tokyo! It was awesome.

At sunset, with musicians playing on the rocks.

Duck!

The quail was so cute. They were still articulated and I just wanted to make them dance.

Cassoulet!

My parents volunteered my design service to their Amish neighbors. This annoyed me because I’ve been very busy with other projects: getting my wedding photography business off the ground (designing 3 new business cards, a postcard, shooting as many weddings as I can and updating my website, updating my sample albums, online marketing) and trying to get into grad school (research, walking a professor through the letter of recommendation process, calling and traveling to the school for interviews, and learning actionscript and flash so I can have a super-sweet portfolio to showcase my video, interactive and photography work that will live on a DVD). Whew, I’ve been a busy girl.

You can imagine me bitching about how this is a waste of my time and is turning into a much more time-consuming project than I or my parents originally thought. When I asked my stepdad if I was going to get paid for this work, his response was “Why do you have to get paid for everything?” Coming from a man who in my shoes would definitely fight to get paid. Turns out the neighbor painted their garage, so my parents were making out in the deal.

Anyways, I did ask for a chair as payment. And why not, I’ve worked for an exchange. (I scored a sweet wreath from a portrait session last year. You can see it in my blog post.) I was hoping for a rocking chair. However they don’t make rocking chairs. They do make gliders! I was hoping for one, I got 2 with a table that attaches in between!

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One of the chairs right before I went to work staining it.

First order of business was to stain it before winter arrived. I just wanted to paint it blue. Not like BLUE but a subtle greyish, new england blue. Some of my friends, who have done some wood work yelled at me and told me I should just stain it so I can see the the grain. I came up with a compromise, semi-transparent stain. It comes in a rainbow of colors (like curry!) I picked the color Gettysberg.

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I spent Halloween Day staining my furniture. From 11:30 to 5 or 6 right when it was getting dark. I came in and my back hurt and my hands weren’t working because they were so cold. I went to 2 hardware stores that day. And and the end of the day, I had pretty blue chairs for my porch. Unfortunately, the wood sucked up the stain in some spots and I need to touch up my work.

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So in my previous post on this day, I listed all the fabulous restaurants I’ve eaten at. Well Bernard pointed out that he INTRODUCED me to all the places in NYC and some in Cleveland. It’s true, as a New Yorker and a foodie, he is my goto person for food in NYC. I will happily go wherever he sends me, restaurant or theatrical performance.

We both have a story that we love to tell: Bernard, Michael, and my trip to Buddakan. We went to celebrate Michael and my birthdays. B’s roommate was the manager at the time. After we are seated, he tells Kerry to bring us whatever she wants. What followed was a series of courses were brought out and filled up our very large table. Many very expensive dishes were brought out. Too many for me to eat.

At this point, Bernard likes to talk about the look on my face. Which he describes as me thinking “Oh my god, there is so much food here! And I’m going have to PAY for this!”

I remember thinking “I’m seriously going to have to put $500 on my credit card for just my part of the bill, I know it.”

So you can imagine my surprise and relief when his amazingly generous roommate takes care of the bill for us. The food was amazing, so was the service and ambiance, but it was those events that I will always remember.

I flew out to NYC Thursday. I had an interview with a grad school in Philadelphia Friday and it was cheaper and funner to fly to NYC.

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I shot this in the bathroom the first day of my trip. I found inspiration. Tons of it.

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Thursday afternoon I met up with Bernard at reBar. After dinner and Vanilla Java Stout I headed to Times Square to see Circle Mirror Transformation. Bernard got the ticket for me and made me go. I loved the show just like I love all the shows Bernard sends me to. There was a subtlety to the dialogue that all of my favorite films have. Sometimes it isn’t about what is said but it about it’s about what isn’t said and how it isn’t said. I thought it was brilliant and days later, I keep thinking about it.

Friday I wake up way too early and with too little sleep and make my way to Penn Station to catch the train to Philadelphia. I have a tour of the University of the Arts at 11 am and an interview at 2pm. I missed the train I had a ticket for and had to change it in for a later train. I make it to Philly in plenty of time for the tour-I just had to pay extra for my ticket.

I think the interview went well. She asked me what exhibit I remember seeing and thinking it was successful (the hall of Oceanic Live at the AMNH-my favorite exhibit ever). What exhibit did I think was unsuccessful or left me feeling disappointed (Sue-the traveling exhibit).

She then went on to explain what I would expect from four semesters and a summer in the program:

A class on materials and working in the shop learning construction.

Awesome!

A class on typography in the environment.

Sexy!

I will learn drafting on Vector Works and I will (finally!) learn to draw.

Then she took me on a tour of the area of the building that the grad program uses. I got to see the area that could possibly be my work area. I imagine how I would decorate it.

Now I just need to go home and finish my portfolio and application.

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Philly.

I made it back to NYC and Brooklyn for another Vanilla Java Stout before I returned to Bernard’s to crash.

Saturday, sleep in and eventually make my way to Chelsea to see some art. The goal was to see Edward Burtynsky’s recent project: Oil at Hasted Hunt Kraeutler. He is one of my favorite photographers because he still shoots large-format, an archaic format to most people but necessary for shooting landscapes where you want to see everything in focus. The large-scale photographs were technically good but it was the work tucked away in the back of the gallery that I loved the most, because it was the landscapes I was used to seeing and what he made a name for himself. The series was on Silver Lake Operations in Australia and though they were photographs and if you came close to them, you could see the detail of the lake and the mine next to it. But if you stepped back, the subtle colors and the off -centered composition made them look like abstract paintings. These were what I feel was the strongest pieces in the show.

Since I was in Chelsea, I figured I should check out what else is happening in the art world. I saw polaroids of sports champions in the 70’s or 80’s shot by Andy Warhol. I saw a video the took clips from hip hop videos and created a music video that consisted just of the gestures and symbols of hip hop.

But the highlight was the work of Hope Gangloff at Susan Inglett Gallery. I loved her work I think in part because I can relate to it and I can see myself hanging out with these people.

After Chelsea, I head to SoHo to do some shopping at Purl and Purl Patchwork. But as usual, I get overwhelmed with all the choices of fabrics and yarns. I leave Purl with yarn for a project for my brother and just pieces of fabric from Patchwork. I couldn’t justify spending money on yards fabric without even an idea for what I would make.

I then head to Times Square to the Sanrio Store to catch the end of the the 35 Anniversary festivites. (I got a bunch of stickers.)

I rush to Momofuku for pork buns and Momofuku ramen. I try to get there when they open for dinner at 5:30 I arrive a few minutes late and see the place is packed with a line going out the door. But since it’s just me, I get in right away. I ate so much pork belly and food in general, but I was all so so good! It wouldn’t be a trip to NYC without the pork buns.

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Momofuku. The quote on the board:

“Our offense is like the Pythagorean Theorem. There is no answer.” -Shaq

Sunday I wake up and head back to Chelsea to check out and photograph the Highline. I read about this park and posted alink to a NYTimes article on this blog. The photographer used a Holga to document the work. The park is sweet! You walk past man-made grasslands and woodlands, through buildings, past people lounging on big wooden lounge-chairs. You look out eye-to-eye with a hot male model on a billboard for Armani Exchange, and you sit in a platform with stadium-style seating and watch the traffic pass underneigth.

Then I head back to Brooklyn, to Park Slope to check out a store I found on my last trip to NYC, Cog and Pearl. It’s all hand-made crafts. I can’t really afford anything in the store at this point, but I splurge on a book. It’s based on this blog. The photos in it are just beautiful. The focus is shallow and the colors are muted, the images seem so soft and feminine. And I’m amazed that these two women live so far apart, rarely see each other, but have such similar photographic styles.

After roaming Brooklyn for an hour or so, I head back uptown to Times Square to photograph the mass of people. I used my twin lens and shot mostly from the hip on purpose. So we’ll see if I get anything usable out of that.

Then it’s back to Brooklyn to meet up with Bernard for dinner, relaxing and laughing about my misadventures this past year.

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Shot at a little park underneath the Brooklyn Bridge.

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The Brooklyn Bridge on the way to the airport.

Website

I updated my “Wedding and Special Events” section of my website with selects from the hindu wedding. Check it out here.

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